There are two things that have me feeling a bit thrown off right now:

1. I'm uncomfortable with how smoothly my life is running at the moment considering the impending doom of my financial situation.

2. I feel eerily like I should be more neurotic than I am.

That's not to say that everything's roses. It's also not to say that I'm not generally happy. Life is fairly normal, and I tend to be a rather happy person with a large degree of appreciation for how lucky I've been. At the moment however, I think I'm kind of waiting for the bottom to drop out. Odd.