Saturday, December 09, 2006

I never had a particularly well developed flirting mechanism, and have stated before that I have no game. Zero. However, it's only been a rare occurrence that I feel boring and lacking in personality. Lately when I've tried to interact socially, I just feel wooden and have nothing to say. I miss being animated, what happened?

I believe that some ungodly combination of unemployment, boredom, laziness, and general downtrodden-ness has left me as a lump. What does this mean? I have a project. I've done it before, and I'll do it again. I'm going to make myself interesting, dammit. Without school as an outlet or excuse, this is going to be harder than it has been before. I'm also lacking in funds. Baja will be a good jolt in the right direction, but I've had it pointed out to me that this doesn't help the people who'd like me to be fun immediately.

Previously I've tried lessons, planning, and Evites. Any suggestions for this time around?

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