The great thing about getting a haircut is feeling like a girl again. I just feel so much better about myself now that I don't look like a mangy dog.

Just spoke to Steve. Somehow it always kind of feels like there's something left unsaid, but I can't tell what. And then I just assume that I'm imagining it. Maybe I just want there to be something unsaid. On the same note though, I think that I'm much happier not having to worry about that aspect of my life at the moment. I think it's probably just that when we talk it points out that there was quite a bit of potential between us, but it will never be realized. That has to be it. I just hate missed chances even if everyone's better off for it.

I found out today that I'll be going to Wisconsin the week after next, for the entire week. That'll be pretty awesome. Draining, but awesome. Even if I'll be working, I'll be out of the office, and that's a big plus. It'll be time off from prepping for the move though. I really need to find a place to live and set some dates so that I can give notice at work. I'm beginning to feel bad about how little I care.

Bryce left for Syria today. It's been odd recently realizing the importance he and his opinion hold for me. There's a strange bond and a loyalty there that I never expected. Looking back over the years, I never anticipated he'd be the friend I assume I'll know through retirement, but I'm glad that I've reached that point, and I hope he is. He's definitely on my list of people I couldn't do without.