Something I forgot to mention about this weekend is that Sonali decided Friday night to fly home Saturday morning to surprise Caen. Lara and I, as single girls, were all but pushing her out the door. It's a sweet thought that when you love some one you can justify buying a last minute plane ticket to see them. The events and introspection of the past several months have pointed out how important love is to me. I had reached a point in my life where I wasn't too worried about it. Now that it's at the front of my mind I think I'm far less likely to actually meet anybody, because it does seem true that you only find love when you're not looking.

So what do I do now? I'm certainly not going to go crazy about it. I just need to get better at the whole dating thing. That's kind of a longshot though. I guess I have plenty of time, but I'll still reiterate that it's all just a massive pain in the ass.