It's the beginning of a new semester and I feel like I'm starting from scratch again. Seriously, I might as well be a first year for all of the insight I've gained. If anything, I've become a more shallow, less interesting person, and have less of an idea what I want to do with my life. Beautiful. At some point I'll figure out what it is I have to offer. Who knows if that will make a difference in the end product. I just can't seem to see how I've become the blank and empty person I am today. Did I miss some step in the developmental process?